2003-12-16 - 12:30 a.m.
saw elf tonight.
went with boy.
walked me home from the movie, lives 16 blocks away.
not cold outside so not a big deal.
good person, nice to talk to
problem: very shy and awkward.
makes me not want to be fun or cute in any way so as to ensure that nothing is taken the wrong way.
think he might *like* me.
this is not good.
this is based on the fact that i was trying to shut my door and he was still standing there and not saying anything but looking as if he wanted to say something.
something important. but i just wanted to go to bed. and shut the door. it was at least that cold.
just looking at me. yeesh.
but maybe i'm over-reacting. i've been told that i sometimes let these things go to my head. maybe that's true. i just think i have solid intuition. and i trust it when i feel it. and all i wanted was to see the silly christmas movie with a friend.
hopefully this won't turn into a problem.
for now it's just a perception.
is it un-ethical to write about these things online? i can never tell.
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in other news. i'm reading the bell jar for the FIRST time. so sue me. i love it so far.
i proctored an exam today and one kid showed up looking flustered that he couldnt find where he was supposed to write. my heart went out to the guy so i tried to sort out his mess. he was CERTAIN that his schedule said it was today.
me: so i don't know what to tell you
him: i'm sure i read the schedule right, 2pm, dec 16
me: ouch. right. well... you have 24 hours to study. this is the 15. good luck.
him: *swift exit*
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